Going back to my hometown today to visit friends and family over the next few weeks. Oh, and it’s Daddy’s birthday on Monday! I’m so happy right now, and I feel so lucky to have such an amazing life ^.^
All packed up ready for No Mercy Manor tonight =^.^=
I’m completely in love with my new electro-stimulation kit. It’s ouchy and yummy, and Daddy tortures me with the evil plug-in pinwheel >.< Now babydoll wants her own cutiepies to make tingletingle - please form an orderly queue in your prettiest knickers ^.^
I haven’t got any internet at home at the moment, so keeping up to date online is currently a nightmare! However, I’ve had the most wonderful time recently, and I thought I was due a text post. Daddy & moved into a new flat a few weeks ago, so we’re busy decorating and unpacking, making it feel like ours. I’ve been adding pretty little ribbons around the place, and Daddy has let me turn the bedroom into a princess room ^.^
This weekend we went to No Mercy Manor, our local BDSM party event. A group of us went to the nearby pub beforehand for dinner and a few drinks, before all walking to the party together. The theme for the party was Easter, so I wore a black corset with black knickers/socks/heels, and added bunny ears and a bunny tail ^.^ I had an amaaaaazing night, surrounded by all my favourite people. Daddy got showed a new rope bondage technique, which we’re hopefully going to practise tonight. Our friend had his prettypretty sub tied up with a hitachi wand attached, and he let Daddy control the intensity dial for a while, which was really fun - I really enjoyed watching him controlling another girl’s pleasure ^.^ I also got to finally meet littledomme, who was super lovely, and she started to teach me how to use a few different floggers (thank you sooooo much to her partner as well, for letting me try them out on you!). I get horribly nervous trying new things in front of people, so I was pretty shy about it when it came to getting up and doing it, but it was really fun and I’m going to have to persuade Daddy to let me practice on him sometime! ;D Towards the end of the night, Daddy and I got the chance to play on the spanking bench, which was wonderful as usual. We’d bought a new wooden impact toy, so it was fun (and ouchy) to try that out. I spaced out so quickly, and at one point I remember thinking “this is so weird - it’s hurts so much but I feel like I’m being lulled to sleep”. After we’d finished, Daddy wrapped me up in a blanket and sat me on his lap, and we watched other people play. All in all, it was a brilliant night and I can’t wait to go again.
We also bought an e-stim kit (this one) at the weekend, which I’m really excited to try out properly tonight. It comes with pads, an insertable, and loops. We also purchased the compatible pinwheel that you can plug into the device. I’ve been lusting after an e-stim kit for months and months, so I’m super duper happy! I’ll let you all know how it goes after I’ve tried it ^.^
Sometimes I panic about the number of photographs of myself there are on the internet, but then I have to stop and remind myself of who I am. I am a woman who is not ashamed of her body, nor her sexuality. I am not going to let society pressure me into hiding my body away, as if exposure is a sin I should feel guilty for. My flesh does not belong to those who judge.
Last night I went back to the munch in my hometown and it was lovely. I found out that they’d been fundraising for a lady’s legal fees, who was going to lose her job due to her interest in bdsm. They announced last night that she’d won the court case, which just made me so happy. It’s great to be reminded what an amazing community we are all part of :3
My pet tag arrived today! Although I’m not officially collared yet (which won’t happen until I’m perfect at my rules), Daddy and I wanted something I could wear out in public that represented his ownership of me. I’m one super duper happy kitty =^.^=
(For my US followers who write it differently to me, the date is 14th December 2011.)
On Saturday, I lost one of my oldest friends. For this reason, I’m taking a little time away from this blog to focus solely on my friends and family. I need time and space to help myself and my friends to get through this together. I hope you all have a lovely Christmas! x
It’s our one year anniversary!
I’ve been Daddy’s babydoll for one whole year now, and I’m such a happy kitty ^.^ We’re meant to be going out for dinner tonight, but I’m still an ill bunny so fingers crossed I’ll be up to it. We’re travelling back to Essex tomorrow and I can’t wait to see my family and friends, and give out my presents!
I’m so sorry to everybody who hasn’t had an answer to their ask yet - I’ve been ill for the last week and I’ve got a lot of university work to do. I’ll get round to answering them eventually!
Daddy and I had to miss this month’s No Mercy Manor event because I was ill, but I’m now well enough to go to this evening’s munch, which should be lovely :) We now have three munches a month where I live, which I’m so grateful for - I’d hate to have to wait a whole month between each meet-up.
Because of having a swollen throat and not being able to breathe properly, I haven’t been able to wear my collar for the last week, which makes babydoll very sad :( My collar looks very lonely, sat all on its own next to my bed. I can’t wait for Daddy to fasten it around my neck when I’m all better :3
8th November 2012
Spent hours in craft shops today, buying material and beads and other cute things. Then impatience got the better of me and I ordered a purple sewing machine in John Lewis, to pick up tomorrow. Now I’m making jewellery whilst munching my way through a strawberry shortcake yoghurt. And later, Daddy & I are spending the evening in Games Workshop, playing Warhammer with the locals. Best day ever. :3
This morning after I finished my Coco Pops, Daddy let me play with him inside my mouth for a while, before he pinned me down and used my superduper tight little hole. Then he filled me up with magic juice and went off to work. This has left babydoll smiley aaaallll day, and Daddy promised we can watch Lord of the Rings later :3. On another note, I am putting a cute pink sewing machine on my Christmas list, because I am going to become a domestic goddess ;D
I’m back, after a wonderful long weekend. I had friends from home visit for the weekend and we had a Halloween party, which was great fun. We all dressed up and played silly games, and it was just lovely to have a good catch up. Then my parents came to visit for a few days, over my birthday (which was Monday). I went to see the new James Bond film, went climbing the Dartmoor tors, and got treated to lots of lovely food. Daddy bought me a beautiful leather flogger from Jack’s Floggers, which we’ve tried out briefly and it feels super yummy - I think a birthday beating is in order! Also, whoever K is, I want to thank you soooo much for treating me to the rope bondage book off of my wishlist! I opened it on my birthday and I can’t wait to try out some new ideas from there with Daddy! It made me so happy to receive that surprise pressie in the post! :)
21st October 2012
Daddy let me polish his shoes before he went to work this morning and he told me I’d done a good job, which made me a very happy little girl :D We also started our new journal (which I talk about in the video I posted earlier), which seems to already be making my day today more productive, so it was definitely a good idea! Just hoping it carries on that way in the long term. Daddy & I walked down the river to go out for dinner last night, which was just lovely. When we got back, Daddy let me snuggle up and play with him in bed, which was definitely better than staying out for pudding!
20th october 2012
Last night, Daddy and I snuggled up in bed with our folder and went through my rules etc. We highlighted rules that aren’t being properly adhered to, and made notes on how to change this. We also decided that I’m going to buy a journal, and every day I will write what I have achieved, and then Daddy will read it and set goals for the next day.
Today’s to do list:
Amend rules and protocol documents
- Tidy bedroom
Work on my essay Go to opticians Collect parcel(Post Office closed - go on Monday)
Once Daddy is home:
Exchange new collar for a smaller size Buy a journal
- Buy card for a wall sticker chart